runswithpez asked: what are you going to school for?
Nursing, I don’t want to be a fucking nurse. I’m doing this bullshit out of practicality
runswithpez asked: well tell me about what is going on? what events are transpiring to make you feel this way?5
I want to stay in school and achieve great things; I also want to be a free loader who gets spoiled. I want to be independent; I can’t be independent. I want to go home and live with my mom forever; I want to be a big kid. I just miss being normal.
runswithpez asked: what is causing you to feel like this?
Everything in my life is contradicting, I want to shoot myself.
runswithpez asked: death is so not an option, please do not think like that. death takes away any chance of you doing anything with your self
I can’t do anything with myself.
I’m a grand fucking person but I just can’t contribute anything to society.
runswithpez asked: may I ask why you need someone to take care of you?
Because I can’t function in any work place, I just mentally can’t work.
I could go to school for the rest of my life if it was high school, god I loved high school.
But yeah I’m literally too mentally fucked up to work so I see no point in me racking up more debt ill never pay back and I can’t drop out because i don’t have any where to go so i think death is the only option